My only contribution to the other thread started by this OP was the theory that it might be trolling and some pics of fat blokes, so let me try to be a bit more constructive with a few points.
First to Luca. You seriously need to take a breath and a step back here! This is going to come across as harsh, but is truly well-intentioned. You're showing some very troublesome signs in a lot of what you post. I've been unfortunate enough to come across quite a few poor souls where passion has turned to addiction, and I do see some tell tell signs. My best guess is that you've been gambling for a while before stumbling onto trading; always thinking you've found the perfect approach many times over, only to see it crash and burn each time. At best you're looking at trading as some sort of get rich quick scheme. When in fact, getting rich through trading is long, hard grind with a lot of learning needed along the way. As is the case with any way of getting rich, bar the lottery. At worst you're a trouble gambler with another outlet and using the fact that it's trading as an excuse.
You go from praising yourself so much, it would make Zlatan blush, to making calculation errors that would make a 6th grader blush, within ours. You want to trade 10k at a time, but cannot afford or don't want to invest in something as basic as proper internet. It doesn't add up, so again , take a step back. I cannot add anything more insightful in terms of concrete trading advice than what the good people on here have already done. But when you take that step back, try to actually take that advice in, more than anything the advice about starting with smaller stakes, while trying to find where you have an edge. Compund interest is your friend early if you do find an edge. It doesn't have to be 10k to start off to be interesting. If it does, we're back to problem gambling. If you insist on thinking, you have all the answers and an edge already, while refusing to acknowledge that ANYONE can ALWAYS get smarter and better by taking in advice, then it's an absolute guarentee that you will crash and burn.
Secondly, to everyone else, I do admire you guys keep trying to give advice. Good on you! I was about post in the other thread that I couldn't decide whether I felt, it was admirable or silly that you kept trying with someone taking no advice onboard at all, when others started posting that the advice was valuable to them. So I guess, it has to land with admireable and good on this board
Lastly, to put a bit of humour to an otherwise glum post, then there's one thought which keeps returning to me, while reading these threads. OP's approach, self-understanding and attitude towards those trying to help just keeps on reminding me of this legend:
